This song is super important to me, because almost exactly a year ago I wrote it and it put me in a head space that I had been searching for for a while, that allowed me to be more active in my life and helped me with my anxiety and depression to the point I could be a functional human being. I think that this song and in turn brutal honesty have been the key to my getting better and I truly hope this can help anyone else in some way.
Then we wanted to film a music video for this song because it means to much before we released anything else, so we felt like we had to fix up the parts that were rough around the edges before we really dedicated time to doing this the right way. We re-recorded some drums, added a bunch of vocals, and made the song feel how we originally wanted it to but didn't access to time or space that would allow us to.
lyrics
And I talked to Tyler about how I was worried
And he agreed with me, I still love you man, I just need to work on me
And I talked to Megan, for the first time in four months last night
And I think everything is going to be okay.
I'm gonna be more honest than I ever have been. With myself, with my friends
And I'm gonna piss off, just about everyone. But it's okay, cause I'm becoming okay.
I’ll say all the things I’m thinking while you’re still listening
I’ll save the shit I’ve been hiding for side-B
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